Tonight my smile illuminates gratitude! God has shown me so much over the last several days and my heart is happy! I am full of joy and the peace I have regarding a specific path God is taking me down is wonderful! Through this time of decision making, I know I can't forget how I feel this very moment. I know I must trust God more than ever, especially in times of uncertainty and doubt.

Walking with God is the best decision I ever chose to make!
Step by step He leads me and I walk in the way of the righteous!

My eyes are bloodshot and burning from tear stained mascara and in the background Jeremy Camp now plays. I sit disappointed and as "God, I'm sorry" released from my lips, I began to weep. I sent out a text to two solid women of God asking for prayer, and parts of me scream, "Don't even ask, they don't care!"
However, I know different.

I must remember that I have come so far from who I used to be. I must remember God has a plan for me. I must remember His unconditional love and mercy. I must not forget that God forgives.

God, thank you for not letting go of my hand. Thank you for carrying me when I need it. Thank you for surrounding me with your peace. God, fill me up to empty me again... revive me.

Jesus you have carried me
When I could not stand
Jesus you have carried me
It's all been part of your plan


Jesus you have carried me
It's your footprints in the sand
Jesus you have carried me
It was always in your hands

Carried Me - Jeremy Camp



God, I thank you.

Thank you that I'm still breathing. Thank you for showing me what love really is and basking me in your sweet presence. Thank you for guiding me through trials and lighting my way in the darkness. Thank you for birthing me into an amazing family and giving me friends that I can share life with. Thank you for wisdom in decision making and helping me better understand your Word. Thank you for placing passions and desires upon my heart and making a way for them to come to pass. Thank you for not leaving me stranded in my past, but taking me to a place of redemption and glory. Thank you for making me strong in my weaknesses and placing a hedge of protection over me. Thank you for your undeniable peace and grace.

God, I honor you today.
Thank you-
Linds